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Assalamualaikum. How are you today? Doing well? Good? I have a question for you. yes, you.

What happen when you really need somebody to talk to? (think hard..what you would normally do when u face this moment o despair?)

Often we will go to our best buddies…the ones that we always think about. Pour our heart out and thinking that we’re solving our problems, issues, etc. 1stly, it is not wrong to talk about our problems to somebody we trust and 2ndly by discussing, we might be able to come to a solution rather than worrying about it.

Just that…sometimes we forget that we have, definitely have, more than our friends to share our worries and sorrow. Our Creator, Allah the Almighty is to whom we suppose to go. We sometimes forget about Him, unless we’re really desperate about something. When you find that you’re trying to call a friend of your to share your heart, why don’t you ‘contact’ Him and share it with Him first? Switch off your phone for a while (and don’t forget to turn it on ^^), and turn to Him.

Remember Allah, and Allah will remember you…(a song-Dawud Wharnsby Ali)

Sekarang ini musim apa? Hujan? betul musim hujan.. Tapi sekarang ni la musim di mana para Muslimin dan Muslimat akan menjadi tetamu di Baitullah. (Jadi apa kena mengena dengan tajuk entri ni yer?) Aren’t you jealous?
tak jeles ke? ye la, jeles dengan orang yg dapat pergi menunaikan Haji..
Parents to one of my best friend will go this Tuesday (if i’m not mistaken-i’m sure it is this week).

Saya? lambat lagi kut. Saya becita2 untuk membawa kedua ibubapa saya pergi dengan saya (ni cite2 dari sekolah menengah) dengan duit saya sendiri. Senang cerita saya nak bayarkan Haji ma n abah la, tapi saya tak tau la bila saya bleh buat tu.. Saya harap secepatnya..Amin~~ Semoga Allah permudahkan~~

The real reason which made me wanted to write again in this blog is to share a book. I found in this book in a book store which i really like. Thinking that many of my encounters will benefit from the content of the book- i wanted to share it. Since i am done with the critical period with the students for this year, i think i ought to write more..

So, how will i write them? i am not sure yet…the thing that i’m sure is that book is really something..

Hope all the teachers would benefit from this (daie2 juga), InsyaAllah.

What is Independence to you?

~~thinking~~

watched a movies while i was cleaning the house..Starship Troopers (love the cartoon version of this). There was a scene where a boy asked his teacher to help him making his decision. and the teacher said:

..Making decision is the only independence that one could get (something like that..)

We make decision everyday, and every decision that we make, shape our future. Seriously!

% Pray to Allah that the decision that we make everyday, bring us closer to Allah. Amin.

i must say that when things happen to me more than once, i should be thinking very hard and critically analyze the messages that come with ‘the things’.

i was very determined to-at least- write a post a week in this blog of mine, so that my friend could read them and share a piece of my experiences with them.

what actually happened for the past two weeks were-and this week too: i wrote in the quickPress, just to update shortly about the events happening near me.however, there were never successfully posted. last week’s entry gone-in the cyber world-which i dont really know where. and this week’s entry was accidentally deleted, by a student who used a computer next to me-she was trying to shut down her computer, but she accidentally tun off my powerpoint..TT. i sat there looking at the blank, dark, black screen quietly. and she was quite too-probably she was shock that she had switched off the wrong computer. I dont mind about that because it was an accident, she didn’t do it on purpose. the thing that i mind about was, there were not apology coming from her. i was not angry at her or what…i just think that-out of courtesy and the fact that if we have done something wrong, we should apologize, shouldn’t we?

Manners- Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita kan?

mayb she was too scared or whatever feelings she have inside, i don’t blame her, i was just disappointed with what happen in our society (because this story of mine might just reflect another similar incident somewhere in this country).

another thing that i want to share here is the messages that came to my realization- that i shouldn’t write blog when i am at my working place. hehehe.

Assalamualaikum.

i have been thinking of writing here for a long time..i think i am coming back to share my tots!

Ya Allah pertemukanlah aku dengan Malam mu yang penuh barakah.

Ampunkanlah dosaku,

Ampunkanlah dosaku,

Ampunkanlah dosaku,

Pertemukanlah aku dengan MalamMu yang penuh barakah.

Assalamualaikum.

Pernahkah kita terfikir, sepanjang kita berada di dalam lingkungan tarbiyyah ini, di manakah sebenarnya kedudukan kita (in terms of membuang jahilliyah kita).

Persoalan ini, saya tujukan pada diri saya sendiri dan juga semua. Bagi kita yang baru bertatih dalam bidang tarbiyyah ini, saya rasakan ada antara kita yang memberikan alasan utk kita terus menyimpan jahiliyyah kita. Saya faham kadang2 ada perkara yang mujahadahnye lebih dari perkara yang lain (dan setiap perkara adalah berbeza antara seorg dan seorg yang lain.)

Cuma, bila kita di nasihati dan ditegur, adakah kita memberikan alasan untuk men ‘defend’ diri kita sendiri (jawab la sendiri; ada org defend depan2, ada org defend dalam hati) tapi hakikatnya, masih ada saki baki jahiliyyah yg melekat pada diri kita. (saya yang menulis ni pun tak kurang mujahadahnya, sbb tu la tulis dalam blog ni kan?hehehe).

Smalam, bila memikirkan, adakah saya sedang merasionalkan kesan2 jahiliyyah yang masih melekat dalam diri ini, saya teringat tentang ayat Quran tentang sibghah Allah.

Susah kan nak jadi sibgah Allah.

Di sini ada perkara penting yang dapat saya keluarkan sebagai strategy utk menyelesaikan masalah ini.

Perhatikan GRAF iman kita. Adakah lebih baik dari hari semalam, lebih BURUK dari semalam, atau mendatar (mcm susah je nak mendatar ni). Jadi penting utk kita, maintan our Graf Iman ni supaya ia lebih baik dari sekarang.

Mulakan dengan perkara yg kita biasa buat . contoh

aurat: kalau dah setahun lebih ber hand sock, takkan tetiba di sebabkan keadaan iman yang menurun, kite dah lupa handsock and sarung kaki

ada banyak lagi contoh lain. Yg saya bg ni yg paling simple la kan?

Baru baru ini saya ada terfikir, kalau saya tidak berada di dalam ‘islam’ ini, maka saya akan terkeluar dari kemuliaan, kerana islam memberikan kemuliaan, dan jika kita menolak islam maka kita menolak kemuliaan yang telah diberikan Allah.

Jadi persoalannya sekarang, sejauh manakah kita (saya) telah beriman dengan ‘islam’ , cube meningkatkan graf iman, cuba menjadi sibgah Allah? Di manakah usaha kita utk melawan jahiliyyah yang mengelilingi kita?

Semua orang ada mujahadahnya sendiri, marilah sama2 kita bermujahadah dalam memastikan diri kita berada dalam islam ini. Dengarlah nasihat dari org yg memberi, amatilah dan belajar dari sekeliling, betulkan niat kerana Allah.

InsyaAllah.